Idk I am allowed to cuss, nor shall I want too, this is not a academic post, but rather a place to vent out my sadness and anger. My most important question I need the answer to that Paul forgot when he (possibly) died or beforehand is this:

IS THE KITTY WITTY CUTIE PATOOTIE THAT THE SOLIDERS ADOPTED IS ALIVE!?

please I beg for answers, I tried to look it up, but then got spoiled by something else (that moment still broke me btw. The book broke me. The cat broke me. The dog broke me. The final page broke me. I think the boots are the reaper incarnate. Please send help for I am now begging to find some sort of optimistic resolution. again, not really academic, but honestly can comment on how the cat is a form of scared and profane. A wholesome cat, mewing about, in the middle of no man’s land. Really revoting themes

Now I shall cry into tonight by playing a video game that is wholesome, featuring bugs of course. Or sleeping, Idk which shall come first! All I know is that I love my doggies and kitties too much, man…